Monday, December 29, 2008

:: Peace Note ::

My previous entry is to lepaskan kemarahan.
Coz i dont have the liberty to just shout it out in reality.

Sorry again, I feel so much better now :)
Thanks to Fiza. I love you Nur Hafizah A.P... sangat2.
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:: Sakit Hati ::

Kenapa kan, I have ZERO privacy and freedom on what i wanna do?

Yang kanan report, yang kiri report.
Sedar tak, ade org lain dlm NETWORK terdekat i.e. the immediate family and friends yang JAUH LAGI BURUK perangai dan hati dari aku? Smue pon nak point finger kat aku, sebab ape? mulut aku laser. u wanna know why? u sendiri tau i was never this bad. YOU pushed me to become who i am. Dulu aku selalu diam, simpan dalam hati, senyum, and end up satu dunia menyakitkan hati aku, smue igt diorg bagus sgt and whatsoever.

Penat aku dok PROVE to everyone i'm good in AT LEAST one thing. tak cukup ke aku blaja skit nye hebat, keje baru beberape bulan org atas dah note my increasingly positive performance dan banyak lagi? Konon org yang menutup aurat, yang konon berbahasa lembut depan muke tu baik. Hati die taknak investigate pulak? how these people punye la kutuk, punye la menjerumuskan diri ke lembah haram lagi teruk dari aku, yang bermuka dua tu jugak yg tak habis2 dpt pujian. ade ke org camni dibuat benchmark against me? WHAT THE?

Btol la, dunia skang ni, org mmg suke judge a book by its cover. suke hati korang la kan?
Nak take my ugly words against me? fikir dulu seribu kali, u, and ur social network, and your family smuenye jauh lagi hebat ke? just because i don't say my prayers 5 times a day means i am horrible?

How about me reciting Quran everyday during Ramadhan?
How about me reciting Yaasin everytime after prayers, sedekahkan kat saudara-mara di alam barzakh?
How about me praying for my parents' neverending wealth in terms of money, knowledge, patience and health?
How about me reciting al-fatihah, ayat kursi and selawat nabi everytime i step in and out of my car, and before going into the house, for my protection and to sedekah to my deceased family?
How about me constantly praying for my sister's success in graduating after so many years of study?

Nak sangat brag about orang lain punye baik and my kejahatan kan?
Do all these people u claim to be BAIK do all of the above? like seriously?
I know for a fact that tons of my close friends are like me. Yes, we don't wear tudung, we don't tutup aurat sepenuhnya, we can be laser-mouthed, but sorry, the last thing we want is to hurt others around us, unless you fellas aggravate us to act as so.


Yes i admit. I don't have the looks, I don't have the accent, I don't have the charms. All I have is my superbrains. And yes, the boys and the mean girls have always called me "busuk" back in school. Solely because I've always had bad hair, no sense of fashion and no superbody. But one fact they all know is that i'm on of the school's top student and athlete. Full stop.

p/s: Maafkan saye jika terkasar bahasa. lama sangat pendam.

:: Liyana, bragging about her good qualities. Over and out! ::
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:: The Normal Post ::

like always, at this time around, everybody will be wishing everyone else happy new year, happy holidays, selamat tahun baru untuk umat Islam... and then the ever-so-famous statement will appear in everyone's social network site(s), saying "My New Year resolution is.........blablablabla". This is where everybody strive to prove to others that they could achieve what's likely to be UNachieveable SLASH IMPOSSIBLE for them to achieve,....where the fact remains that nothing that they say is the UN or IM because seriously, it's all up to YOU, u know?

Yes, i am the cynical, sarcastic, annoying bitch ur neighbour has been blabbering about. hey, do u really care that much? dont u have anything better to do, STILL?

Ok, my NEW YEAR RESOLUTION is........(drum rolling, skaters crashing on each other, dogs reaping the trash plastics, engines starting....???) get rid of the negative vibes around me! oh yeah..a friend of mine bluntly told it to my face, on how so many of my so-called friends have been scorning me, criticizing me and bad-mouthing about me, when they themselves are the real culprits and attitude-criminals. Surprisingly, some of them who were so busuk hati towards me, remained still, busuk hati, and were so bad at keeping it underwraps that it took me less than 5 minutes to see what they've done behind my back. Ya Allah, mmg Tuhan Maha Kuasa, nak tunjuk orang2 mcm ni....and those friends whom i've kept distant with, has been nothing but NICE to me, and thank you so much..coz that's all that i ever asked for :)

A dear friend, also a mother-figure to me, has said this time and time again, and I will try to patch this on my already JAHAT attitude.

"Don't say anything about a person, if u have nothing good to say about him/her."

True, coz at the end of the day, that does nothing but to project who u really are in the eyes of others. Agree?. u should :)

Wawa's getting married this January 1st, then it's Farah Nadziah's, January 30th...elok lah tu, sekor awal bulan, sekor akhir bulan. Congratulations in advance, and NO, my turn is nowhere soon, thank you.

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

:: 0100 hours ::

It's 1 a.m. and i just got back from Seri Pacific KL. Yes, the hotel beside PWTC. What was I doing there u ask? mcm biase la, bukan untuk bersuka ria, but merely untuk bekerja. Majalah 3 won the Anugerah Penerbitan TV (Dokumentari) Terbaik, for the entry "The Other Life of Japan", awarded by the Ministry of Agriculture.

Aaaa so now u know where I work. heh. I don't know the significance of mentioning where I'm attached to...and I'm still wondering why...I blame this on my superior, whom asked "Do your friends know where ur attached to now?". I bluntly said, "No, why? Penting ke?...I like to just keep it low..rase tak cukup penting untuk sesape lagi nak tahu i ni keje mane...bole?"

Ok, since I can't shut my eye, due to 2 straight cups of black coffee and excessive sugar, Faiza, here's the "questionnaire" u tagged. Damn u woman! Wait, i'll tag first aaahh...
haaaa besar2 daku bagi naaa...ok, ready, set, GO!

1) Do you think you're hot?
I've always had this super low self-esteem. Nope, i'm dead boring.

2) Upload your favorite picture of you!

3) Why do you like that picture?
Emmy snapped it, with Alia and Farrah (or was it Farah Nadz? ya allah, tak igt!). It was December 24th, 2006. It was our quality time together before I flew to Melbourne.

4) When was the last time you ate pizza?
Shyzers. Last month maybe?

5) The last song you listen to?
Sultans of Swing by Dire Straits.

6) What are you doing right now besides this?
Texting Mr. Bob goodnight. He worries so much about me..which is very comforting :)

7) What name you would prefer besides yours?
Aira. That'll be my future daughter's name, insyaallah :)

Tagged peeps:
  1. Feezabelle
  2. Khair
  3. Aiman
  4. Fiza Jai
  5. Anas Hazwan

8) Who is number one?
The girl with the swirly-background Swatch, who drove a black Kembara, and constantly bitched about me to her midget friend and "bengkok" mutant. hehe. Apart from that, she has always been my confidant, the one who soooo understands who i am, where i come from, and the rocky roads i've skated through. yeah skated, coz it was a bloody slow journey and had me suffer with tons of bums and bruises; and again, apart from the other two donkeys mentioned beforehand.

9) Number three is having a relationship with?
Oh, this one cannot say. He'll come himpap my face with his bum! :P But I am sooooo glad that he was who he was, is who he is, and will be, whom I strongly believe he will be...a great man with a great heart, apart from A-class sense of humour and sarcasm.

10) Say something about number five?
I knew him through Myspace, back in 2003 tak silap, right before he took off for Nottingham, UK. He was my long-distance bestie..He called me at least once a week from UK, not to flirt, never..but purely of great friendship. We were friends via Myspace, MSN and phone for a year before we actually met and had supper at Uptown. He is very protective of me, and will do almost anything to keep me away from those who have hurt/is hurting me. Yeap, he is the one and only, jambu Anas Hazwan.

11)How about number four
My bestie at BMW :) I love her for her selamba-ness, and the fact that she sells nice Bajoo online hehe. Dan die kurus, saye jeles ngan die ni sbb badan tak naik2 gak, walaupon setelah saye naik 5 kilo. grrrrrr. We like to consult each other on our career paths. Tak tahu kenape, but it seems to be helping A LOT! :)

12)Who is number two.
The midget I was talking about. Correct. She's my shoulder to cry on, apart from Fiza and Aiman that is...she is walking on that gewy and greasy thread of life..where if she pulls too hard, she may slip so quickly, she couldn't even remember how she got down there. She never, i mean never gives up on someone that easily. Yes, she holds strong faith on everyone, especially those she really cares about..because to her, life shouldn't be easy... at the same time shouldn't be too harsh.

Just because I didn't tag u, does not mean that I dont love u...
It's really because of the "quota" of this tagging session..else i would've tagged EVERYONE in my list!

Nite world. Work awaits me at 1000 hours.

Sunday, December 14, 2008

:: Calendar ::

:: Media Prima's Television Network Screenings 2009 ::
- with Marlia -

:: Muzik - Muzik Separuh Akhir ::
- with bestie at work, Shiks -

:: Aquaria, KLCC ::
- Khairul Nizam with the huge arse fishes -

:: One Utama Shopping Centre, PJ ::
- with the smallest Merry-go-round ever -

Work has not allowed me to spare more time for Bob and friends...
and yes Fiza, I do miss u, khair and aimi too...this is heartbreaking...
I managed to spend some time with Aref n Zana last Thursday...and we've missed each other so badly already :(
I'm still waiting for THE results; some of you are already aware of what's this about.
I'd better keep it under wraps first.
I don't wanna put too high on hopes. Bismillah...

It's 12am and I'm still staring at the box lined with LEDs, and hands pushing ever so lightly on this square, plastic PVC-like plank scattered with boxy pop-up buttons.

I need coffee. tomorrow, indeed.
Shit. Training n meeting tomorrow.


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Wednesday, December 10, 2008

:: HoLLow ::

I was alone on eid adha.
No food, no mom, no bf, no friends, no one, no-thing with me.

I was also alone yesterday...and will be again today...
Where has everyone gone, i ask.
There is nothing but mere silence.

Guess no one's answering my call.
Nobody's coming to my rescue anymore.
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Monday, December 08, 2008

:: Memoir of the Heart ::

you're the first thing that crosses my mind.

and you're the last thing i want to be recorded in my mind...

Inevitably true, i have an abundance of brain cells, neurons and storage capacity to record everything that has happened since September 10th, 2006, 'til the day God decides to part us...
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Wednesday, December 03, 2008

:: Kentang Demam ::

I am, the all brown, stemmy-firm, juicy couch potato, recovering from fever.
Yes, I spent the whole day, i.e. from 10.30 a.m. to now, and still on-going 9.10p.m., staring and blinking thousands of times, in front of my mom's flatscreen, jumping between channels 411, 412, 413, 703, 707 and 711. I could press the buttons without even looking at the remote; yeap, i'm getting skillful at this!

Oh well, it's not always that i get to do this. everyday is work work work. supposedly 9-6, but the "normal" people at my workplace would stay at least til 7, and especially on fridays, we'll be at places til late at night. yup, my work is hectic, but i ensure u, i am still thankful that it's not as hectic as Boe's or Syak's, which lasts up to 11.30pm everyday. so ya, i'm still thankful.

Boss just broke it up to us, unlike the past years, next year's bonus would only be a max of 2 months, in contrast to the normal 8 months. babi, aku bawak malapetaka ke? recession it seems next year.great. now i have to make more side income don't i?! *grin*

I miss Bob. I miss Bob. I miss Bob.
Illness does this to me. everytime.
I want Bob. I NEED BOB.

oh, panjang umur! my cell's ringing! :)
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:: Serba Tak Kena ::

dah dua hari saye takgi keje...demam, batuk, selsema sangkut kat blakang tekak. annoying.
malam tadi tak sempat nak bermimpi pon...tido tak nyenyak, badan tak selesa. minda juga berceramuk (pegi la mampos kalau takde perkataan tu kat kamus dewan bahasa, BM saye cam cipan).

the past few weeks nothing has been quite like it seemed. i was practically too much in love, then my habit of going into "deep thinking" has not done anything good to me. I really have no idea how Bob tolerates me, seriously. He seems to be the only positive-minded human being right now. well, apart from my besties khair, fiza n aiman of course, just that i've not been in touch with them for quite a while now...

Lyn's getting married this December. So is my Uncle Nafi.
Then comes Farah Nadz's turn in January, along with another Lynn, and my buddy Wawa.
Then it's Hawa's in June, and also Erin. Aimi's somewhere in that time frame too.
Then comes the big news. Dad says my little sister, Nadia is getting hitched next year too. My reluctant Papa said she has been pestering so much that he couldn't say anything to stop her anymore. He told her to wait for her sister (me of course) to "jalan dulu", but Nadia being Nadia, insists on making her decisions a reality. Well, if she has to wait for me, would mean that she'll have to wait for 2-3 more years aye? Guess she "dah tak tahan"? :P
Alia is also seeing someone, and giving it a year. Yes, if all goes well, she'll get hitched too. As for Emmy, well, I guess she's just waiting Muneeb to propose. Farrah, hmm...this one is far too rebellious. And both Farrah and I are so sure that "it's still too early". hehe.

See, everyone around me is getting married. Ewa and Nana are already 5 months pregnant. While Riena is counting the days, anytime now, to give birth to a lovely baby boy. *tears*
Nak kate our relationship tak bagus, tak juga. kami sangat happy. cuma duit menjadi issue, coz it's a pity we're not as fortunate as everyone around us. Yeap, Papa expects both of us to fork up our own money for the "hantaran", and wedding dress AND "tolong sikit2 untuk jamuan makan". I don't need to worry about make-up though coz my sister's an artist herself. But the hantaran itself...*faint* will mean a 5 figure "present" consisting of money and stuff. Bob already has a few thousands with him, and me... I only have a few hundreds for now. How the hell am I supposed to get those thousands in time? shit ass. There's car installment, servicing, insurance, food, fuel, toiletries...then in about 5 years time I gotta build my own house. yes, BUILD ok. peluh nak cari duit. mmg andartu la saye camni. uwaaaaaaa!!!!

Does it always have to be THIS HARD to make money and be happy?... :'(
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Sunday, November 30, 2008

:: Of Mumbai and 9/11 ::

And they had the guts to claim themselves MUSLIMS, when they had no idea of the basics and teachings of Islam?

You no-brainers are the reasons why the world is against Islam. Morons.
I hope u rot in hell.

And u fellas out there who has no idea about Islam have the chicks to say Islam is "not setting a good example". F off. U shitheads have no idea what the Quran contains. So go fucking study it before u say anything nasty about Islam and generalizing the religion for ur own fucking comfort.

Sunday, November 02, 2008

:: Sahabat Sejati ::

Sharifah Khairiyah, Nur Hafizah and Aimi Shazana...

Thank you for today, years ago, and years ahead,
I was so close to being socially dead,
For all its worth, I would love to say,
Forever I wish for you to stay... :)

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Sunday, October 26, 2008

:: Pathetic Off-Days ::

Read the title over and over again. I am frustrated.

Since i've started working at the new place, my weekends have been dedicated to "homeworks".
Yes, again, for the second consecutive weekend, I am here at home, complaining and whining about having to finish my goddamn translation shytes.

Aku nye jobscope "translator" ke?..if u must know, it is ONE of the responsibilities man. But, weekends being spent with this? god help me. mampos aku nak claim overtime.
If my boss don't rate my KPI with at least 4, i'm gonna go berserk. Ye la, eventhoug gaji yg dibayar tak setimpal ngan my qualifications, tapi benefits yg lain berlambak. When i say tons of benefits, i will state this, Who on earth would wanna miss 6-8 months worth of bonus and salary revision YEARLY?! Kau dah gile?! mesti la aku nak seyh!

Ok, stop complaining Liyana. Get on with it. Bonuses are waiting.
Shut up. I'm trying to motivate myself here.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

:: Book Club ::

I think I want to start sharing ideas/feedback on books that I've read, or currently reading.
Maybe u guys could drop in a comment or two, and share your picks on books aye? :)

Latest Book to be read: WHO SPEAKS FOR ISLAM?

I saw this book few months ago with hubby, as we walked pass by MPH in Alamanda, Putrajaya. I don't know why, but to me, books that talk about the many dimensions of Islam, and how people of different background sees/interprets Islam, fascinates me. I believe this is MY way of learning more about my religion, taking into account of the ever-changing, modernized world we're living in. I've read bits of it, and I am glad someone actually took the initiative to write something as great as this. As I was telling hubby, this is what I call a humble, honest and the right Islamic way of Jihad. :)

Only 2 copies of this book left in MPH Alamanda, priced at RM90 each, with hardcover. Fyi, they had stacks of these books back when I first saw them. I guess it is a good book after all :P
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Friday, October 17, 2008

:: Purple in my Rainbow ::

Now, who would have thought that I would end up in the world of media and entertainment?
gile. It was obviously a super huge jump(s) for me. From and academician, to an IT Security trainee, to now a Corporate Communications executive. The knowledge and experience - priceless.

My syukur to Allah for giving me all these great opportunities to learn, and be good at what I do. Now, all I want is to be nothing more than GREAT at what I do :)

Corporate Comm is a very fun...and tiring job.

1st day - became the balachi, did media clippings, and made new friends.
2nd day - went for induction, was ok. made more new friends, and bumped into old friends.
3rd day slash today - aha, here comes the huge chunk of work. Translations, and hence press release (PRESS RELEASE?????), and photo selections for this year's annual report.great.

3. 3/4 day - HOMEWORK. more translations for press release. EVEN GREATER.

And here I am, wanting to post up entries on Hari Raye but have yet to do so due to time constraints. grrrr. here i am also, making a phone call to aref, asking for help on press release write-ups, complaining to shik about THE homework, and asking aen for the bloody url for internet webmail access. both via sms. why am i going into details? don't know. probably it's the concurrent and life-long after effects of corporate comm.

People, please refrain from asking me out next Wednesday and Thursday as such actions WILL make me go berserk. Yes, I will have to stay back at the office til midnight on Wed, be in the office by 8am the next day, and spend 12 to 13 more hours for the upcoming event. *faint*

Wish me luck people. I really, really need it.
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Tuesday, October 14, 2008

:: Sangsi ::

My ego-ozone has just been depleted with 2 slashes of conservative-minded rays...and i'm all scarred.

The place(s) I called home has now turned to yet another strange new place.

The only person who I thought I knew was me. Thought, is the key word.

I'm all nervous about my 1st day at the new place tomorrow..but here I am, having jumbled up emotions which may just lead me to the ultimate blackhole.

I need to find my sacred place and 5-star retreat again, for this one is diminishing.

If ur thinking what ur thinking, then ur probably thinking wrong. We're fine.

Now I'm even more determined to leave the country. Hello Australia, I'll see u in a couple of years..and this time, most likely for good.

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Friday, October 10, 2008

:: 207th Entry ::

Yeap, this is, my 207th post since i started blogging back in 2005.
Some of u may just be so bored and tracked me back through time, learning who i am and what my past has done to me.
Never was it a total disaster nor was it a total pleasure to be reading my past. Faiza's bold move on deleting her past entries made me realize about how I've not really erased that part of me.

I wanted to keep the entries.
I wanted them to stay with me.
I wanted to remember.

Solely because, I didn't want to end up in the same world again.
I didn't want to not remember how hurtful, or joyful my love endeavour was; not just with past partners, but also with friends and family.

I am keen on everything that I do nowadays, and I am thankful for that attitude.

I am keen on getting a good job that pays well.
I am keen on creating sources of income.
I am keen on channelling my resources appropriately.
I am keen on learning many things and be great at it.
I am keen on being the best in what i do best.
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Thursday, October 09, 2008

:: Selamat Tinggal ::

In less than 24 hours, I'll be bidding BMW Asia Technology Centre farewell, as I have made up my mind to pursue the job of my choice; the job that i've been wanting to get my hands on since I graduated from MMU, back in 2006.

Yes, Corporate Communications was what I wanted. I applied to so many places, including the local airline oh-so-established company. :P

So, Hello Hello new company! It's an integrated media company, located in Bandar Utama.
Yeah, U should well guessed it by now, ding ding! :)

A million thanks to Hawa for "forwarding" my applications. How great was this, applied on Sunday, being called for an interview the next morning, filled up the personal particulars form, a set of long-arse questionnaire, 40 minutes interview with THE GM :P, and a one-page speech for an imaginative CEO within 10 minutes.

Total interview duration: approximately 2 hours. gile, tapi sangat berbaloi! yahooo!!!
Syukur alhamdulillah.

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

:: Tada! ::

A very bimbo-ish entry of course. It's my new hair! hehehhehe
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Friday, October 03, 2008

:: Mayday! Mayday! ::


I'm having my hair done tomorrow. but i still have yet to have a clue on the style!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thinking of going soft curls and white streaks. aaa gile tak?

IDEAS? HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, October 02, 2008

:: Syawal Blessings ::

thank you god for the courage on facing reality, confessions and confrontations. i have found the ultimate solace and peace.

I am so contented with what had happened. This is by far, the most memorable Hari Raya i've ever had in my life. Thank you everyone. Syukur alhamdulillah.... Segala puji bagi Allah, mmg ternyata kuasa tuhan yang maha Esa lagi maha mengetahui.

I got my dream job, alhamdulillah...I'll be reporting as an Executive within the Corporate Communications division, in one of the nation's top integrated media company :)

Thank you Abg Ebi for the 'heads up' on what to expect of the career path of my choice.
Thank you Papa for endlessly supporting my decisions to leave my current employer.
Thank you Mommy for taking all the effort to help me get a condo near my workplace.
Thank you my sisters for comforting me.
Thank you my sayang for walking with me through my decision-making process.
Thank you my friends for constantly making me feel good about myself.
Last but not least, thank you my soon-to-be employer for taking me in only 2 hours after the long-arse, worth-going-for 2 hours interview :)

To my uncle who's in Minneapolis.
Uncle Shaf, i know you'll be reading this. Selamat Hari Raya, maaf zahir batin...Eventhough we've never met throughout my life, but your pictures and e-mails have kept ur presence dearly in my heart. And I've always had my hopes high on meeting you one fine day. Everytime I read your mails I cried, because distance have kept us far apart. And I know that if u were to be here with us, you would definitely become my favourite, for I've been superbly comfortable upon discussing everything with u, be it personal or work.

I want you to be here on my wedding day.
I want you to be here for my first born child.
I want you to be here for my child's first birthday.
I want you to be here to celebrate my ever-long successful career.
I want you to be here to see the progress of my own, built-from-scratch home.
I want you to be here for the Kenduri Kesyukuran of my new house.
Basically, I want you to be here for every occassion that will take place in my life.

Please come home soon Uncle Shaf. :(

Monday, September 22, 2008

:: I Like Joe Morrison, haha ::

All not lost against Chelsea

By Joe Morrison

Say what you want about Manchester United's current form, they know as well as we do that as long as they are in touching distance come February, they stand the best chance to win the title.

So when they travel to Stamford Bridge this weekend for that gigantic game against Chelsea, things aren't looking too good with central defender Nemanja Vidic suspended after his red card against Liverpool.

So while I can’t see United winning this weekend, neither can I see Chelsea inflict the second consecutive league defeat for Sir Alex Ferguson’s boys. United are too tough mentally and a draw seems the most likely result at the moment.

Don’t ever, ever question Ferguson’s desire. This guy has got so many years of experience on his back and he has seen all the permutations of winning the league. You think he is panicking right now, and do you think he will be even if he loses this weekend? Not at all. The man has seen it all.

I remember not so long ago, Ferguson’s teams always got off to terrible starts but once its autumn, they’ll win every single game in sight.

It’s not about how many points they are behind but to realistically, take a look at the other teams and predict how many points they’ll drop. Will Chelsea drop too many points this season, I think not many.

Then again, to put things further into perspective, Chelsea haven’t lost at home for almost five years and more than 100 domestic games have gone at Stamford Bridge and still, nobody can beat the Blues at that ground.

Chelsea have looked pretty good since the start of the season but the real big talking point was over John Terry’s red card picked up against Manchester City last weekend.

Ferguson was annoyed when they overturned the red card decision and why shouldn’t he? But, I actually think that’s a blessing in disguise.

The way Terry is playing right now, he is more a liability than an asset. If United can get Nani and Rooney running at the Chelsea defence, Terry will give away a free-kick in a good position for United.

Don’t tell me United deserved to lose against Liverpool. Nobody beats a lucky manager and nothing I’ve seen of Liverpool this season suggests to me they are a team that is, or capable of, playing flowing football.

Liverpool were lucky in their games against Middlesbrough and Sunderland, then against Manchester United and Marseille.

And by the way, John Burridge shaves his armpits and waxes his legs. He is not the most hygienic guy around and I suspect he secretly wants to be a cyclist in the Tour de France. I hate to think what he’ll look like in lycra shorts.

Well indeed, results for Man U and Chelsea came to a draw of 1 all....sooooo?
Man U lost to Liverpool....soooooo? (after 4 years kot?)
Man U and Villa, draw....soooooo?

One source also stated that Torres isn't cooperating well with Keane...seems that there's no mutual understanding and chemistry? Ape yg sedang terjadi? ~pause~

And commentators are already talking about Berbatov performing as well as, and living up Cantona's glory days.
*chin up high*

Like Morrison said, wait til autumn comes. nyeh!

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

:: Quote of the Day Part I ::

Growing Older is Mandatory. Growing Up is Optional.

We make a Living by what we Get, but we make a Life by what we Give.

So let's give back to society, just like what Oprah's practicing. It's gooooooooooood!
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:: Lompat si katak lompat! ::

my dear friends,

PLEASE update your blogs. I've been so bored at the office staring at the same alerts and waiting for reply(s) from the supposedly-responsible personnel, which is so far, neverending.

Therefore, i've been blog hopping ~ toink! toink! ~ like nobody's business, reading everyone's great and pathetic lives, of which does not appear to be of a concern to me anymore since i've got my own that i'm superbly thankful for. Yet i still want to read for the purpose of vocabulary enhancements and KILLING TIME ~ mainly.

One thing I find funny about bloggers is that, they make their blogs public, yet criticize people (whom they don't like, most of the time) who read their blogs. I mean, c'mon, what are u? I don't wanna say much, coz it's Ramadhan for sure, but yeah, think about it. Why do you people have to have such negativity towards others? Have you not learnt that such attitude only pushes you away from all the good things in life? Grow up, smile, and stop thinking that every "bad" incidents/persons were "designed" to be attached to you. Stop being so full of yourselves aye?

C'mon people let's sing Barry Manilow's...
Oh i caannn't smiilleee withooouuttt youuuuu!
Now, don't u feel good already?...hehhehehhe
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Friday, September 12, 2008

:: Recap ::

....sweep sweep....

yes i know, my blog's getting all dusty and boring, so, here's a quick recap of my boring life for the past month.

1. Goodbye Kak Ija and Family

yeah, my sister and family (of course, that includes my sayang nephew Danish) flew off to Prague, for a little over 2 years, as my brother-in-law is being posted there to "watch over the students". Bob and I got Danish the mini-swimming pool! hahahahha the lil guy loves pools! And so,

Goodbye my love... *heartache*

2. Bob's early birthday celebration

Of course this will be my favourite entry. I brought my significant other to Ole Ole Bali in Sunway Pyramid for dinner. He got all excited that he kept asking me the same sets of questions about the place; from his crib, to the restaurant itself. Cozy i must say, and the portion was bloody huge! *faint* Price = portion, therefore, SO WORTH IT.

The place.

First glimpse of the starter.

Acting all cool as per request. :P

And there he goes!

And what's a birthday without ice cream or cake ey? Too bad i didn't take a picture. I bought him a pint of Haagen Dazs' Belgium Chocolate! subhanallah, he ate 3/4 in one go! and i kept the rest hostage and made my own "let's-go-fat" programme...heheheh

aaaa i almost forgot...20th July was the day that I first went cycling at Bukit Cerakah, with Aud, Raudha and Chi Kin. Majority of the bikes for rent sucked, but ours were good :) And so, only 10 mins on the trail, Chi Kin cleverly dared Raudha and Aud to climb up this super steep, rocky hill. Yes, we stopped like 3 times??? 'Twas really bad. heh. But weeks later Aud and I went again and we did quite well! I'm a proud woman!

When was the last time u saw this "burger shack"? hahaha

Aud and Raudha, attempting to regain stamina by smoking their lungs out.

And Chi Kin, disappointed because Graeme ditched him. hahah kidding!


My back just cracked. I need to rest sleep.
Nite u guys!

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

:: Contented ::

Happy 2nd Anniversary Sayangku.
Looking forward to having more years ahead :)
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Monday, September 08, 2008

:: Spin, spin ::

Just when I thought that love would lessen with given time.
I was wrong.
I fell in love all over again :)

Thank you sayang.
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Wednesday, September 03, 2008

:: Buka Puasa ::

ok, help.
i don't know what to cook for buka today.

i'm thinking chicken and potatoes. hmmmm....

roast chicken?
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Tuesday, September 02, 2008

:: Need vs Want ::

I need a CAT.
I want a CAT.
Sesiape nak kasi or jual anak kucing kat saye? pleeaseee... :(

mom hates cats. she'll penggal my head if she sees one.
aaa wait...kite tunggu mami pindah..then the house is all mine!
and i can have a cat!!! yaaaahoooooooooooooo!
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Friday, August 29, 2008

:: Coklat Cair ::

  • Princess
  • Gorgeous
  • Sayangku
  • Baby
  • Bie
  • Budak pandai

Now, how can I not melt? These are the names Bob has been calling me, regardless of during happy, sad, unfavourable, melancholic moments. How can I not be happy? :)
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Tuesday, August 26, 2008

:: eXpOnEnt|aL X ::

ye, saye tahu title agak cody, memandangkan saye ni math freak. tapi jika di kaji, di dalam risalah matematik, 'exponential x' ini byk meng-neutral-kan keadaan, seperti jika digunakan bersame hukum logaritma....

Ok, i'd better stop. hahahahha...

About Exponential X.

Ladies and gents, I will put up a website dedicated specially for this.
Exponential X is our new wedding planner slash event management company.
The team consists of people with experiences and background in respective fields.

Bob and I will be the first contact points, where u guys seek for information, enquire services, prices, etc.

Tina will be the face designer, providing make-up services, hair design and even accessories. Tina has been trained by the all-famous Saadiah (Ella's sister).

Fendy and Fahrul are the appointed photographer and art persons, and of course that explains it all already.

Alif will be every girl's favourite when it comes to design as he's the one in charge of 'hantaran' or dowry, 'pelamin', also other creative designs associated with events, such as tea parties!

Sue will provide you with all sorts of door gifts, e.g. for traditional malay weddings, the 'bunga telur' or sachets containing chocolates.

Aimi is the appointed "baker", providing all sorts of cakes; from 3-tier, to normal, to large square, to cute cupcakes...even cookies and brownies!

Last but not least, what's an event without food aye? So, our caterer will be Aunty Ina and Uncle Zul, whom has been in the food industry for over 15 years, specializing in Malay kampung food. Of course, tents, tables are also provided!
U need something more English? Yeap, we do provide pastries, condiments, tea and loads of coffee for u coffee lovers! Chinese or Indian food? You name it, we'll provide them for u :)

Services are provided for pax of 30 to 1,000 only. As to 'live up' the name Exponential X, we prefer for everything to remain more "subtle" and affordable, yet above the average services. With high inflation rates, we know how suffocating it is for everyone, especially the youngsters with tight pocket. :)

We are open for any enquiries, orders and reservations. Don't hesitate to e-mail or contact us!
The official website will be up soon, PROMISE! :P

E-mail to: or
Contact number: Liyana at 019 338 3773

Hope to hear from u guys soon! and thanks a lot for reading!
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Thursday, August 21, 2008

:: Kelemahan Diri ::

I need to flush out my calories, which are in fact, in absolute abundance.
Tolong, badan saye dah berlipat.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah damn it. harus berjogging semula ni. HARUS!

camane ni...January dah dekat....toloonnggg!!!
Tips people please. I need to shed 5 kilos within 4 months! crap!!!

Note: tolong jgn bagi tips yg akan meng-involve tak makan atau makan oats dan vege sahaja.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

:: Mengidam ::

I'm depressed, and tak sihat.
I need my Starbuck's hot chocolate.

I'm blaming this on Riena, sbb gatal pi cakap pasal chocolates on her blog.
Ok, hubby! Starbucks jom pleaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaassssssssssssseeeeeeeeeeeeeee?!

p/s: Yes, i am getting bulat-er. Don't care anymore...YET! :P
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Friday, August 15, 2008

:: Grammar Attack ::

I've been a grammar freak all my life, questioning every single goddamn grammar, especially those pertaining British English (as in NOBLE and GOOD English) vs American English (of which I regard to be more "thrashy" and informal). Not to offend anyone, it's just ironic and funny that we Malaysians actually practice writing British-English, yet speaking American-English.

It all started with the all famous Centre vs Center. Dudes, why do you guys have to make English so difficult anyway? Bloody hell, in Malaysia, we also have our respective "slangs" when talking in Bahasa u know, but not to the extent of having different spellings and meanings! God damn it.

Ok, here's the deal.

I've been studying English all my life, of course everyone else too. The thing that irritates me currently is this:

Till vs. Til vs. Until

Oh, I browsed through few sites, including all the sites i've visited are of American's. OKAY~.

I've attended this Advanced English course 2 years ago, and also a few other Grammar and English courses throughout my life (yes, u can see what an insecure freak I am when it comes to getting it right in English, yet, I still do not sound as great as Shakespeare). In the course, they said people have mistakenly used Till and Until interchangeably. WHY?.

Ok. Til, actually with an aposthrophe; 'Til is an informal, shortform of the word Until. Ok, acceptable. Apparently 'Til has been used by advertising media blablabla just to create that "trend" or ""coolness" of English. Ok, whatever.

Then comes Till. According to the American sites i've visited, Till has been around for like freaking 800 years already and not until later that they came out with the word Until, to describe "up to". What i've learnt in the classes i went is that, we shouldn't get confused between Till and Until. Why?...They say, we should always practice PROPER English, because that's what English is all about. A proper language with great manners. Here's what I've learnt.

Till is the bloody squarish compartment that is situated at the bottom of a bloody Cash Register. What does it do? It bloody pops out upon keyed-in transactions. In English (proper, that is) Till means specifically that, nothing more.

Therefore if one were to use Until, they should opt for the whole word for proper, mannerly speaking (regardless verbally or written) to describe "up to", and could use 'Til when speaking informally.

I think PROPER English makes more sense, don't u think?

What is the happened to our England?! Hah!

--> see, i even colour-coded them for ease of comparison. how considerate. :P

p/s: this entry is open for creative discussions. i like opinions! :)

Saturday, August 09, 2008

:: Melbourne, Revisited ::

Boarded a flight to my great city of memories, Melbourne on July 12th, 2008 with Mommy dearest. At first I thought it was just gonna be mom and I, but turns out that Papa, adeq n Elly also went. The former, of course came along to celebrate MY day, but the two latter(s) came along for a relatively short holiday.

My convocation fell on July 15th, 6.30pm at Camberwell Centre, surrounded by houses, small shops and a small church. The place was just pleasing. The ceremony went so smoothly, despite the fact that none of us graduands were called for any rehearsal prior to the event. They are, I salute, the total experts.

I cried to tears when I found out that Papa was gonna come for the ceremony, purely because I gave away the tickets to Mommy, and my two dear friends, Sally and Claudia. Papa came to my surprise...From far, I could see him smiling...The same smile I saw when I held my Bachelor's scroll back in 2006. The smile filled with joy, pride and fulfillment. I couldn't help but to beg the ticket collectors to let me purchase just ONE additional ticket for my loving father...and so they decided to gave it to me for FREE. I couldn't wait to share my joy that I ran through the crowd, eagerly trying to find Papa, ignoring the fact that I had my robe on and tucked perfectly. As I got to Papa, I was in quite a didn't cross my mind even on how I looked like, because my heart was just pumping with excitement. Papa indeed, was VERY very happy.

And so, we set a "date" to meet in the hall, me and papa. I've never seen him that ecstatic in my life...he had such a pretty smile, and he held that smile from the minute he arrived til the last time I passed by him upon walking towards the stage. Papa didn't miss a single moment. NOT A SINGLE MOMENT. As I exit the hall with fellow achievers, all I could do was to scan through every corner of the lobby, trying to find Papa.I wasn't too worried about Mommy though, coz she had Sal and Claud sticking by her all the time. Then I felt my phone vibrating...text message from Papa, and 8 missed calls from daddy dearest. Apparently he called to tell me that he had left...and didn't want to "steal" me away from my mother and friends....In his text, he said the most wonderful, heartfelt words a daughter would ever long for.

"E'en, Papa dah balik. I am so proud of you. Every cent of my money, was all worth it. I did not regret spending so much for you because you've made Papa a very proud father. I love you and I miss you very much"

and the text goes on. I burst into tears. After that, it was just endless text messages and calls between me and Papa. The heartache we caused each other just recently, didn't matter at all. Our love and mutual understanding grew so much more than it was before....and i'm glad shit happened, because if it didn't, then I doubt things would turn out this way....

To all; my Papa, Mommy, Kak Tina, Kak Ija, and my dearest friends, thank you, for your endless support, especially when I was at the verge of giving up.

Not to forget Ewa, Eski and Amar. Thank you so much for letting me and mom stay over. Amar, thank you for the 5 star hospitality. We really really appreciate it.

Oh, gambar ni saje je letak. I cooked EVERYTHING ok! :)
It was sort of a "present" dinner for Amar coz he took us everywhere on getting stuff for the house and going around the city. Amar balik2 je "waaaaahhh! lapar, lapar" hahahahahha
Of course, after dinner, me and Amar had our share of Tim Tam. Mine's original, and his is caramel. Oh sedap. Mesti la i curik his sikit kaaann..mane bole elak caramel ok! :P

Dan semestinya, kalau dah sampai Melbourne, haruslah pit-stop at Max Brenner!
hehehehhe...Mommy and I are such chocolate freaks. aaaaaaa rindu!

Anyway, had tons of fun...
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Friday, August 01, 2008

:: What's It Worth? ::

One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd."

I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on.

As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him. He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes. My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him and as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys are jerks. They really should get lives." He looked at me and said, "Hey thanks!" There was a big smile on his face. It was one of those smiles that showed real gratitude. I helped him pick up his books, and asked him where he lived. As it turned out, he lived near me, so I asked him why I had never seen him before. He said he had gone to private school before now. I would have never hung out with a private school kid before. We talked all the way home, and I carried some of his books. He turned out to be a pretty cool kid. I asked him if he wanted to play a little football with my friends. He said yes. We hung out all weekend and the more I got to know Kyle, the more I liked him, and my friends thought the same of him.

Monday morning came, and there was Kyle with the huge stack of books again. I stopped him and said, "Boy, you are gonna really build some serious muscles with this pile of books everyday!" He just laughed and handed me half the books.

Over the next four years, Kyle and I became best friends. When we were seniors, we began to think about college. Kyle decided on Georgetown, and I was going to Duke. I knew that we would always be friends, that the miles would never be a problem. He was going to be a doctor, and I was going for business on a football scholarship. Kyle was valedictorian of our class. I teased him all the time about being a nerd. He had to prepare a speech for graduation. I was so glad it wasn't me having to get up there and speak.

Graduation day, I saw Kyle. He looked great. He was one of those guys that really found himself during high school. He filled out and actually looked good in glasses. He had more dates than I had and all the girls loved him. Boy, sometimes I was jealous. Today was one of those days. I could see that he was nervous about his speech. So, I smacked him on the back and said, "Hey, big guy, you'll be great!" He looked at me with one of those looks (the really grateful one) and smiled. "Thanks," he said. As he started his speech, he cleared his throat, and began. "Graduation is a time to thank those who helped you make it through those tough years. Your parents, your teachers, your siblings, maybe a coach...but mostly your friends. I am here to tell all of you that being a friend to someone is the best gift you can give them. I am going to tell you a story." I just looked at my friend with disbelief as he told the story of the first day we met. He had planned to kill himself over the weekend. He talked of how he had cleaned out his locker so his Mom wouldn't have to do it later>and was carrying his stuff home. He looked hard at me and gave me a little smile. "Thankfully, I was saved. My friend saved me from doing the unspeakable."

I heard the gasp go through the crowd as this handsome, popular boy told>us>all about his weakest moment. I saw his Mom and dad looking at me and smiling that same grateful smile.>Not until that moment did I realize it's depth. Never underestimate the power of your actions. With one small gesture you can change a person's life. For better or for worse.

And so the saying goes,

"Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."

I know this story could've been one creative idea of a person; even so, it did make me hold back tears.

This story was e-mailed to me by dear friend Arief, dated 30th August 2006, just few weeks after my Bachelor's Degree convocation. My friends indeed played a huge part of my life, and I shall not let the sacrifices, efforts and everything there is to a friendship be forgotten. Thank you, Boe. :)

Friday, July 25, 2008

iPhone gempak? much for bragging..eventhough this article has been a year old, i still feel it's good to know...i'm NOT a fan of Mac products. i don't have iPod, nor iPhone, nor Apple computers. you know why? coz i personally think it's a freakin waste of money. luxurious entertainment gadget.

ape gune beli handphone mahal2, memory card besar babi smue, pastu tak fully utilize?
lagi pon nak gune utk ape iPod smue ni? gi office utk buat KERJA, kalau bosan, internet ade, surf la, free lagi. nak dgr dlm train? lagu yg disumbat dlm memory card handphone pooon bole cover jauh perjalanan. nak dgr dlm plane? kat plane tu ade jukebox, movies, drama, radio channels. ape jadah?

technology is rapidly changing, everybody knows that. so why waste ur bloody money for these gadgets? kalau people yg have sumthing to do with graphic design etc tu faham la nape perlukan Apple. dah mmg Apple specially catered sbnarnye utk this profession. yg lain, perlu ke?

tak kooottt.....nak sgt kan beli iPod smue tu, beli Shuffle sudah, takde membazir duit.
ni la org malaysia. harga minyak ape smue naik, marah. nak beli gadgets yg tak semena2 bole plak keluar duit. mane tak org luar stereotype, sampai kate "Malaysians still live up on the trees", despite our "advanced technology, infrastructure, cyber-architecture" blablabla. mane taknye pon, smue yg gempak tu bukan dtg dari sel otak malaysians, byk dtg dari foreigners, pastu malaysians nak sombong bongkak. mane tak negara luar senang2 nak kasi malaysia ni huru-hara. in addition to that, kita ni tak habis2 ngan politics. org luar SENYUM bai, i repeat, SENYUM serupa Joker sbb tgk kita bergado same sendiri. pastu diorg pon suka la konon sokong this party la, that party la..diorg pikir jauh beb, buat mcm tu skit je, kelam-kabut manusia2 kat negara ni.

ha kan dah. from technology to politics. this is what Malaysians lack on; Systems Thinking. igt systems thinking ni within organizations and business operations je ke? blaja tinggi2, tapi...

ISH. grow up.

Saturday, June 28, 2008

:: A Dedication ::

The new layout is dedicated to my dear friends, whom were there supporting me all the way through my Master's degree in Melbourne, just last year.

Many many thanks....And yes u guys, i still keep the scrapbook, and will never let go of it...
EVER. :)

The loyal friends, Mommy and hubby.

Sunrise, the first sight of Melbourne.

The place I called home.

My first Aussie mates, my first circle of friends :)

Classmates and seniors, end of Semester 1, with my favourite lecturer Terry Dibley.

Malaysian, Malaysian, Thai, Chinese, Thai, at our "hotspot" for cigarette breaks! :P

Our site visit on OCAV's project with GM Philip, and lecturers Leslie and Jill. Celebrating the final week of our job as consultants. We rocked their socks! yeehaa!!!

And finally, my all-time fetish Krispy Kreme. I usually finish all of 'em myself within 2 days, eating "moderately" LOL!

I miss Melbourne! uuhhuuu.... :'(
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Saturday, June 21, 2008

:: Irony ::

It's funny how ur lifetime bestfriend flips and started telling facts and fictions to others, just to satisfy his/her own insecurity and self-esteem.

And yet, u never question ur undying love and loyalty towards that person.
Not just because u've shared so much time and memories together, but adamantly on the trust and a lifetime iron-clad hope on having the person to "snap out of it" and realize the reality revolving around.

Broken relationships will never go back to the same state again. But what if the relationship and bond created was only "broken" by one party, while you did nothing to contribute to the chipped relationship? The one that broke the relationship did it on his/her own, and created a barrier him/herself out of own paranoia, subsequently blaming you, THE bestie, for the "fantasized-hurtful-agendas"? Who is it to blame then?

You've tried so hard to resolve things...even had heart-to-heart talks.
The "talk" somehow led ur bestie to open up and spill out dissatisfactions.
Things looked good after that.
But it turns out that, few days after, ur bestie started telling others that he/she did it just to satisfy YOU, and that the talk brought no significance to his/her life.
And yet, you, THE bestie, whom then found out about it, continues loving the person for whom he/she has been, is, and will be.

Is that love, or is that stupidity?.
I don't know. Coz someone told me that I was never good at judging love and loyalty.
So you tell me.
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Friday, June 20, 2008

:: Syukur tak Terhingga ::

I am the luckiest woman on Earth!
I love my results!
I love the offer of my new job!

Ladies and gents, I am graduating this July with Distinction average resullltttsssss!!! yeeeeeeeehhaaaaaawww!!!!


Thank you God for the super cool brains!!! I'm a happy donkey!!!!
Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah......

LIYANA ZAINUDIN, BEcomm (Hons), MB (e-Business and Communications)

Hell how cool is thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaatt?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm a donkey with Master's.

.................................HAPPY nyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.................................
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Wednesday, June 18, 2008

:: To Be, or Not To Be ::

I locked my eyes on a woman, suggesting that he/she is filled with hauteur, slamming heels on marbled cement with sounds howling around an empty hall. Everyone of us, of sound mind, i believe, will eventually dream of acting out the same attitude as we achieve our personal achievements. But most of us, will have that imagination running through our heads, even as we walk across dusty halls inhabited by roaches and mice. Ugly. Even so, these are humble thoughts, of which i regard as the most noble thing for humans to do; to stay average. Events that took place in my life got me miffed and utterly disappointed. Sometimes i wish i have not known, i have not had the eagerness to explore and question things, for staying darn oblivious and ignorant may just hell serve me well.

Things that don't break you will make u stronger. Really?
How about the things that break ur brains and nerves, literally? Wouldn't that person lose his/her sanity and strength then?

I should've done my Master's in Philosophy. Would've been even greater.
And maybe I should've just gone for my Math degree yonks ago. Double degree and master's maybe? Hmmm....where to find money then. PhD?....hmmm....At least when I get my PhD, i could put up a haughty manner and live up my fantasy world everywhere i go! aaaaaa sounds good. :)

:: Sedang Ingin Bercinta :) hik ::

To hubby, with love.

Sólo usted, puede hacer este cambio en mí

Por que es verdad, tú eres mi destino

Al celebrar mi parte, soy entienda

la magia que lo hace

Eres mi sueño hecho realidad

mi único y solamente tu

Only You, by The Platters.
cheesy, i know. i don't care. He made me become every guy's dream girl :)
Thank you, Bobby, for everything...

Thursday, June 12, 2008

:: Small Update ::

aha! so Farah put up some photos on my bday here they are!

Alexis' Pavlova

Me, in the attempt to kill the bloody clown, whom I call IT! hehe

That's all folks! :)

Friday, June 06, 2008

:: Numerous Events ::

Hell i've not blogged for quite sometime (I think!) goes...

30th May marked my birthday...also my last day teaching at Limkokwing Executive Leadership College, tada! i've finally revealed where I worked! nyahahahha...
This year I turn 24, and i'm quite flattered with my birthday celebration.
Alia, Farah, Emmy and Farrah treated me for a cozy dinner at Bora Asmara...picture, wahai Farah and Alia, please forward it to me ya! They also bought me super sedap Brownie cake! yuummm...nasib je takde ice-cream, kalau tak mmg licin!...oh ya, our "neighbour" also celebrated his birthday, and so we exchanged cakes. His was Alexis' Pavlova...ya allah sangat sedap!!! hahahhaha takpe2, next birthday, Alexis pleaseeeeeeeee! :P

My students! aha my students! They were the sweetest angels! Thank you so much for the Secret Recipe cake, Mahesh and Pooja, my two-siblings-brainy students! hehehehe...It's as if they knew me too well, they bought me CHEESECAKEEEE!!! i loovveeeeeee!!! Note this Mahesh, I gobbled it down UNDER 3 minutes! hahahahha And not to forget, thanks to Temitayo and Abolanle (haa nama pelik2 naaaaa) for the presents! :) Erm, so Mahesh, once you've become rich and famous (which is not long, very very soon hehe), i demand Haagen-Dazs' ice cream cake! hehehehhe

Thanks also to Mommy and Papa for their cash presents :) heheh i'm a spoilt brat i know.
And thank you to hubby, for splurging and pampering me with TGI Friday's hehehhe :)
Me lovie youuuuuuuuu!

Hubby, fascinated by the books-arch! hehe!

Aaaaa before I forget...The week before, 23rd May, me and hubby went to Genting Highlands. We've been wanting to visit Ripley's Believe It Or Not since last year OKAY. So yeah, we were the JAKUNs, spent about hour and a half in there, mesmerized and fascinated by the "believe it or not" stuff! LOL! It was also a coincidence that Matt was there to celebrate his birthday with his beloved gf and soon-to-be in-laws :) Unfortunately, we had to rush off...Sorry Matt!

Fuh...there goes....I had tons of Fun! :)
XOXO...saye lah Gossip Girl sbnarnye....hahahhahahaha oh somebody slap me!
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:: Mommy's Share of Fun ::

Mom attended her 4th College Malaya University alumni dinner recently at the Lake Gardens, KL. While typing this, I'm watching Mom and her band in action, singing one of my favourite rock songs, Have You Ever Seen the Rain, by CCR, and even my all-time favourite The Beatles' Obladi Oblada. Their dinner even made it to Malaysia's magazine ROTTW, hell, i couldn't believe it! hahahha...

Well, watching her and her ideal fun time with old friends made me ponder....
Will I ever have that same share of joy with my old colleagues, my high school, university, Aussie mates?....Tears roll down my cheeks as I reminisce of the good ol' times, discarding the heart-aching events that do not contribute to the best part of me.

My mom's band, despite of them aging 50 and above, were hell of good musicians.
They even had their group cheer can u believe that?!

I shall therefore cherish my past, the past friendships, eventhough some of them have been broken due to childishness and immaturity :)

Credits to and thank you, Harani Hussin for sharing your joy and laughter...

Obladi Oblada Live goes oooonnnn braaaaaaa laa la how life goes on!

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

:: Final Assgmt, CHECKED! ::

And I've submitted my FINAL assgmt, for my FINAL semester of my Master's Degree!!!

I'm sooo happy, u have no idea!
Oh ya, ONE distinction already in hand! nyaahahahahaha
anxiously waiting for the results of the other 3 subjects :)


I WANT to graduate by JULY please!

Monday, June 02, 2008

:: d'Artagnan & the 3 Musketeers ::

Seriously, I think we should be named after the legends, d'Artagnan and the 3 musketeers.
You see, Fiza, Khair and Aiman used to be the 3 stooges, and somewhat "hated" me during my 1st few weeks in MMU Melaka...funny how things went, we're now inseparable. Thanks to Zul's wedding (nyeheheh) held today at Maktab Polis Diraja yg sangat jauh itu (sorry Zul!), we were re-united again...oh how we missed those days when we were just 18....I'm glad each one of us took the initiative to go all the way to the wedding! :) So yeah u guys, I believe we should give each other names now....since d'Artagnan was the "outsider" and the one being disliked at first, so i shall be him, hahahha...

E'en = d'Artagnan
Fiza = Athos
Khair = Porthos
Aiman = Aramis

COOL...... hahahhahahah
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Sunday, May 18, 2008

:: Routine ::

Weekly routine has been boring.

What i do daily :
Wake up, shower, bfast, TV + assignments, lunch, TV+ assignments, shower, dinner with bob, sleep.

What i do on Mondays :
Wake up, shower, bfast, read up weekly lessons + list out doubts + questions for Master's class, Online class, lunch, read up lessons + list questions for 2nd class, online class, jog, shower, TV + assignment briefs, dinner with bob, sleep.

What i do on Thursdays :
Wake up, shower, bfast, TV + prepare teaching materials, go to office, prepare materials and attendance, teach, go to home (sometimes to bob's house to tutor his siblings then go home), shower, dinner with bob, sleep.

What i do on Fridays :
Wake up, shower, off to work, prepare materials, lecture, lunch with colleagues, update attendance and mark students' assignments, lecture, go home, shower, TV, dinner with bob, sleep.

What i do sometimes on Saturdays :
Meet up with KJ friends in Subang, either for lunch at bob's mom's place, dinner at asia cafe, or simply yumcha at any random mamak restaurant here in Subang.

What i do on Sundays :
Wake up, shower, bfast, blog, research + TV + assignments, jog, shower, TV + assignments, dinner with bob, sleep.

See, my life is boring. All i do is study, study, study. and yet people are questioning my routines and behaviour. Kesian.
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Thursday, May 15, 2008

:: Balasan ::

And so my entries became a WORLDWIDE issue.
Let this be a lesson to YOU, not to post up SENSITIVE issues publicly on your blog, and plus not to always merendahkan org lain, mengutuk org lain dan kurang hormat pada org lain.

Mmg papa kate saye biadab ngan my posts, habis your behaviours smue tu tak biadab towards others? Before cursing me and judging me, look amongst yourselves first. Your status quo and wealth will not bring you any good anyway.

Therefore i conclude here that i shall only seek for a lifetime apology from my REAL parents, i.e. my Papa and Mami for my misbehaviour. I shall not give in to others that do not bring any significance to me, and I've made that CLEAR to MY PAPA.
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Monday, May 12, 2008

:: Memang Glory! ::

Who on EARTH would have thought Bolton could score on the 90th minute, making the score 1 all with Chelsea? woooaaahhh.....daripada nak tido, terus celik melompat aku atas sofa! hahahahha

Oh well, adat permainan, ade yg kalah, ade yg menang....

Yang semestinya, Man Utd MENANG! weehooo!!! seronotnyeee tgk mereka melompat2 smalam n menjulang trophy. Told ya BPL is ours! nyahahahahha

Who will be the King in Moscow kelak?

Votes? Predictions on standings?

  1. Manchester United
  2. Chelsea
  3. Arsenal
  4. Liverpool

Apa2 pon, English teams mmg gempak...Mane spanish maneeeee??? hahahahhaa
No offense, even with Henry and Ronaldinho, Barca is yet to "shine"...i wonder whyyy??....hmph!

22nd May 2008.
Will the crowd shout out Glory Glory Man Utd AGAIN, or will the Blues have their share of glory this time? aha!
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Saturday, May 10, 2008

:: Hari Ibu ::

Unfortunately, none of us siblings had extra cash for mom...
So, I proposed to my sisters on preparing mom a good ol' breakfast.
Menu for Mother's Day will be ::
  1. Buckwheat pancake with maple syrup
  2. Buckwheat pancake stuffed with sauted mushrooms, leaf salad, tomato, cheese, herbs and fresh cream
  3. Tea and juice

Aaaaa....hope it'll turn out alright! weeeeeee!!!!
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