Tuesday, January 15, 2008

:: My tWo cEnTs ::

to think that we can own all the greatness and whatever-ness in the world, does sound a bit ridiculous don't u think?...

watched a movie, "the guardian" on my lovely flatscreen, provided by the one and only astro. the phrase that was repeated over and over again from the movie caught my attention and had me relating it to my surroundings and the inevitable agendas, be it past, current and/or future.

" Save the ones u can save, and learn to let go..."

The all handsome Ashton of course, asked again "How do u know of which ones to save? How do u decide on who lives and who doesn't?"

Good set of questions.

In life, it's more like save ur dignity, pride, MONEY, blablabla...
I believe every sane human being shouldn't be too hard on him/herself...achieve and grab what u can, don't over do it, because if u do, it'll turn around and "eat" u up...macam islam kate, "berhentilah makan sebelum kenyang"...sbb kalau makan sampai rase dah kenyang, baru nak stop, mmg high chances u'll have stomach discomfort, or worse, muntah balik....

everything has a limit.to what extent, i do not know for sure...differs from a person to the other.
i never knew a limit on patience. i kept telling people that there's a fine line between patience and stupidity, and i, myself have so many times, crossed-over to the S line...bersabar lebih2 sampai jadi lurus bendul, senang2 kene pijak kepale and kena tipu dek orang...now i'm no longer mad at people who did those to me, but superbly angry at myself for not realizing this matter a looonnggg time ago. well, i can't turn back time now can i?...

Life IS a bitch. but being a bitch in a bitchy life is just plain horrendous. very unpleasant scene.
what can we do to change this? what significance does it bring if we were able to amend it? does it even bother u, on living a life that ur not mostly contented with?

i think i wanna change the world. slowly, of course. and only to those who think that this world needs to change for the better.also to those who believe they could work with me, day and night. and only to those who don't easily pass judgments on people, especially people like me.
Posted on by d|aBoL|c e'En | 8 comments

8 testified:

f.za said...

now my question is..

'will u save me?' hehe..

u wrote some sense there een. n i, for one, will be more than happy to say that in a way or another, u have helped MY world become a better place :) n u can count on me to be there for u, day n night. hugs.

d|aBoL|c e'En said...

of course i'll save u fiza...given that u scream my name til ur about to lose your lungs! hehehehe no la, hang bagi jeritan manja pon i'll hear u :)

Jacque Le Coq Grande said...

i don't really know if you've made my world a better place. We only go out for lunch and coffee, and numerous ocassions where i used your toilet (with your permission of course). Come to think of it, you made it a better place for being there. Well, being around. Always a phone call away. Yes yes, mocha frap. =) wouldnt it be funny not to have ciggies while gossiping? We shall have rocky road instead!

d|aBoL|c e'En said...

ala, i dont like rocky road..and not mocha frap la..itu miss nora.. saye java chip! heheheheh

Fhayza said...

e'en! update la ur bloooooggg

d|aBoL|c e'En said...

hahahha sabar! tgh heroes mode ni! nyahahahhhaha

Anonymous said...

sudah sudah la dengan perangai fake engkau dan mulut cibai kau tu. tunggu time je semua orang nak nampak perangai betul kau.. kau jaga je la mulut kau tu.. silap hari bulan je..

d|aBoL|c e'En said...

Dear N,

I respect your opinions/perceptions towards me, but do remember, this is MY BLOG...so, to hell with whatever I wanna say, feel, think etc. This is where i pour whatever my head and/or heart desire.

Whatever it is that u consider "fake" and "cibai", is utterly up to u, hey, everyone's entitled to anger and hatred towards anyone. It's a free world. So ya, u could be right,therefore i suggest that u should let the people see it for themselves. Why do u care so much anyway if u hate me? Silap hari bulan? So, ur saying that u've never said sumthin wrong somewhere, or bitched about anyone at anytime? Wow, ur GOD!

Have a nice day!