tO wHoM |t MaY cOnCeRn.. =)

Have you heard of the saying
For those who were playing
You don't know what you got till its gone

Well that was my calling
I knew what I was falling into
something that would be so wrong

But I got hold of myself
And changed for the better
I can't get you out of my mind
Cause something inside
made me realize you were fine

Each time we were alone
I guess I didn't know
How far we were apart
Should have spoken from my heart
I guess I didn't know
That each time you go away, I cry
I can't take all these goodbyes

I know from this feeling
Deep inside there's a healing
I know that i'm in control

Everyday I am yearning
This love I feel burning
Burning right through my soul

So let's make a start
Of something that cannot be broken
The mold its so strong

Treat this love as a child
That grows into something worthwhile

Deep love's so deep
Deep love's so deep, yea
I can't take all these goodbyes

Faithfully, I will be
You will see, please believe me
I can't take all these goodbyes

All the time we were alone
Guess I should have really known
Baby you have always been mine

<3...

CooL sHyTe!!

Hey! my BF looks like WENWORTH MILLER!! woohoo!!! wenworth is soooo to-die-for!
bangga ar tuh bob! pfftt!..and ALIA, jangan JEALOUS! wahahahahahah

UtMoSt GoOd Fa|tH?...

have u ever felt shitty of revealing the gruesome truth?...
how do i get to this....

one fine day..u feel that it's just not fair 4 an innocent being being lied to...
but to interfere is just risky...now, what to do?...shut up n leave..or get ur mouth into talking?

and i cleverly chose to get my mouth moving in sequence with certain shapes, while pouring out my voice to create some communication to be understood by the person concerned...yes, i TALKED...but failed to justify the infinite truth...coz somehow i was scared n bailed half-way..
yes, KILL ME..please do...am starting to hate myself overtime..wait, not to worry..i AM leaving soon...

here comes the best part...i know how to teach a person to make a GOOD tea...i gave a teabag, some sugar and a spoon...what's missing is H2O, teabag's brand, and some significant stirring...THAT IS ALL...turns out, my ingredients weren't good enuf...
God this is hard...

well i guess someday, the teabag's brand will be revealed..if the person being taught is hardworking enuf to try all the brands available at the nearest supermarket...and i don't think finding H2O is a problem...and i don't think stirring takes a lot of manpower...

I surrender to my will...i hand this dreadful responsibilty to God...i don't know what to do...
i'll put my sentences to halt...

:'(

My tRa|tS..cOuLd |t bE??...

Blood Type : O ---> HOT

Population
Roughly 38% of the world is O +ve and 6% O -ve.

Traits

Confident and Strong-Willed, Proud, Dedicated, Sociable, Energetic,Extroverted, Frank, Realist, Showy, Flighty, Generalist, Positive, Independent, Risk-Takers, Dislike taking orders, Insecure, Stubborn & Self-Centered.

Make friends easily and go with flow and grasp opportunity. Quick to start a project or chase an idea. Are good at organizing activities. May have short attention span, and expresses strong emotions. May quickly take opposite views that are deep but not always durable. Classic entrepreneurs and movers and shakers.

Express their emotions but can be swayed by other blood types. Have an intrinsic elegance. Sociable and showy. May be good at adapting to circumstances. Words come easily to them. Not self conscious and will frankly reveal inner feelings. Ambitious, but may have issues with detail.

Like to touch and be touched by others.

:: Extracted from Wan Aliaa's blog. hehe ::

My LuVLy NePhEwS...

Happy 1st month birthday Danish Eizal!! November 8th 2006

Welcome aboard.. Danial Iskandar November 3rd 2006

:: Love em to deaatthhh!!! muaaaahh!!! ::

FoRg|vE n FoRgEt?....

something from Oprah's caught my attention..

:: Anger is a cord that ties u to the past, of which holds you back from reaching out for your
future..
Forgiving is letting go of your past, hence allows you to pursue for your future... ::

It is, without a fact, hard to simply forgive and forget. Most people couldn't even forget, of course,
but to what extend are we gonna preserve these negative vibes inside of us? Some people took forever to just forgive too...There's no one to blame...everyone has to take their own time to deal with forgiveness, let go of any grudge...

The addiction towards anger is like exposing urself to cancer-prone environment.
I, however have my anger management to be done too...I get furious nowadays of the nonsense circling around me, of how i have to bare the sequences of not sticking my nose onto someone else's problems...sounds ridiculous? u have no idea...

Best part is, most of us had to undergo this absurd situation...absurd because someone else started the problem and at the end, fucked u up BIG TIME...why..why..why...

Life somehow resembles the gambling in Las Vegas...U lose..u lose..u lose...DING DING u WIN...
and who gets the Gs? Las Vegas...Coz they swallow every penny while ur trying ur luck on every god damn slots and games...And also, take note that Las Vegas gets ROBBED sometimes...hah there u go...When someone else is enjoying the happiness out of ur misery, one day, it'll all get zapped...What do u have to do?..CORRECTO..start all over again...

Lets all take a moment to reminisce shall we...and figure what's worth letting go..what's worth to be kept..what's worth to be dealt with..and what's worth your happiness...

*s|gH...*

You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can

You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why.

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same.

You're gone from here
Soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
'cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right.

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same.

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same.

Everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same.

....sigh....

:: Everybody's Changing by Keane ::