aLhAmdULiLLaH....21 years n counting..

Hey hey...am 21 today! yeay!...

So much I have been thru...and yet so much more to come..Had a tremendously fun holiday with Feezabelle, Khair n my luvly sister Adeq...Luv u guys so much...Life as usual, been bitchy to me.. I'm sick on my birthday, how pathetic is that!...

One good thing about being 21 is that I'M ON MY FINAL YEAR of DEGREE!! oh yeaahh!! Coming up, internship...Looking forward to it...Then, 2 more sems and I'M DONE baby! Like ding donnggg...one more year to go! Can't wait...

My significant other (who shall remain nameless), is off to Aussie somewhere on the 4th quarter of this year...Hope all goes well and good things come along...We need a super change.. Sorta like a life turnover i must say...

Everything seems so oblivious nowadays...I don't know why, but sure as hell I'm pissed with everything...ergghh... Few days ago, met this old schoolmate of mine who suddenly looked like she has been making conspicuous consumption and telling the world about it...well, well, turns out that Miss Suddenly Happening isn't the next Donald Trump after all! hah! Excuse me lady, I have enough friends, contacts and cables to all sorts of business FYI...Sheesshh I may appear like a stupid spoilt-brat, but hey, please conduct some background check before you make any assumptions ok?! Now who's the ultimate idiot? Four of your fingers are pointing at yourself isn't that right?....blegghh...

And one more thing that has been bugging me nowadays, fusillade....I don't know why, suddenly all these nonsense came swooming at me like bees...yeekkhh freaky....

Oh no, now that I'm 21, I'll be going straight to jail for any illegality! Mommmm!!! help! No more juvenille status..jeng jeng jeng...But everything else, HELLO LEGAL world! heheh

Crappin nonstop...I'm hungry...Where's my significant other?! Arghh bring me out makan please i need FOOD!

blegh blegh.... -OUT-

My Fellow Roddens...hehe

My lovely lovely May buddies and cousins... Thanks for being a part of my life... Lotsa Luv...

MAY 8, 1984
Cousin Azree Zharif Ozair a.k.a. Ajib

MAY 12, 1984
Cousin Mohd. Ezzany Yusof a.k.a. Zany a.k.a. Zany Depp

MAY 18, 1984
Buddy Gal Sharifah Khairiyah Syed Abdul Hamid a.k.a. Khair

MAY 28, 1984
Buddy Man Aiman Sya'aban Mohd. Azahari a.k.a. I-man

May God bless us...

Life's a Bitch? Tell me about it..

I can't stop thinking of how bitchy life has been for me this year...So many endless crap shit been served in my dinner plates...And bloody hell i have to consume it!...

Ok, one thing that I believe in...everything happens for a reason, and that KARMA does exist...And one more thing...Don't blame others for fucking up on you, instead look at yourself from every perspective and angles...Where'd u go wrong?... Talk to people, not just ur goddamn click of frenz! U ain't goin nowhere if u keep that routine!

Probably shit happens to u because of the shittyness u caused a person...
OR
It could be because God wants u to realize of the unnecessary bullshits and unfavourable life ahead if u keep pursuing on what u were doing...Sounds complicated and a whole lot of effort? Of course u idiot! U think God would make it as easy? Hell no!

Whichever the reason is, of course it'll lead u to a better life in the end.. It's just the matter of opening up your heart, mind and soul to consequences and opportunities. U take the bad one then it's a lesson to be learned, U take the good one hey, u'll luv urself more than ever!

I hope that my intern will be all well and good...and I hope to have some changes in the way I perceive things from then on...I can't afford to lose another precious thing in my life ever again..

I'll always luv U...

my supporters...thank u...

Just felt so grateful for having such wonderful "supporters" in my life... Eventhough sometimes they "left me out" in some outtings, but they still were there at times i felt like killing myself overnight...

Thank u for all the love and support...Love u guys....

Alia...Emmy...Feezabelle...Khair...I-man... Arefbimb...Zanabitch...MySisters...

N not to forget....someone who I've loved all these while, n still is strongly in my heart...Things didn't workout as favoured, but we still are trying to mend the broken pieces, bit by bit... Thanks for not losing the love n trust in me...Love u very much...

Khairul Affendi Zainal