kadangkala saye rase saye ni syok sendiri, kadangkala rase saya ni terlebih menyampah kat diri sendiri, kadangkala saya rasa macam semua benda tak elok yang jadi kat diri saye sebab saya mungkin dah banyak menyinggung perasaan orang throughout my life. but having said that, kadangkala terpikir jugak ape la jahat saya pernah buat kat orang, sebab setahu saya, saye tak pernah pon sibuk nak hancurkan hidup orang lain....melainkan orang tu buat taik kat saya of course. heh...
tapi has been few years since i ever gave a hoot about anyone other than my close friends. PON ade orang sibuk nak STIRRRR my happiness. eh pelik. oh papelah...
kadangkala tu duduk umah sendiri pon tak comfortable. sebab macam kene observe dalam pusat pemulihan. pakai jeans colour ni salah, pakai subang jenis tu salah, pakai converse shoes pon salah! ntah hape hape. bile la pulak masa bole dok umah and wear whatever i want, sit however i want, and have whatever ice cream i want?! yiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiihhhh!
muka saya tak pernah berjerawat sebegini rupa, skang dah naik geli. smue sebab bukan sahaja penat bekerja, kat umah pon macam2 hal. apahal la susah sangat. DUDUK DALAM BILIK BACE BUKU DIAM2 PON JADI MASALAH! apahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaall! kang aku merayap, kene bising, tak pasal kene tuduh aku liar la ape la.
NOTHING SEEMED RIGHT, AND I'M GETTING SUPER ANNOYED.
on a different note.
my little sister is getting married this may 29th. time does fly, and i sometimes see myself as the pathetic one. don't know why, but however great i am at beating my siblings in terms of achievements, i still seem to be the black sheep. haih penat la hidup macam ni, seriously.
mungkin pasal sekarang dah kurang melafaz ayat2 suci al-quran, bukan seperti dulu, hari2... asyik outstation sampai lupa tanggungjawab kat tuhan. padan muka aku. thanks.
i'm off to yet again another seminar in johore. i shall start reciting the quran again for nothing brings more good luck to me than doing just that.
selamat malam, selamat menonton match MU esok. saye akan teriak sekuat hati bersama encik bob tersayang.
sekian.
Friday, February 19, 2010
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kakak oh kakak..silala kawin cpt2 mcm adik kamu...bolela ade bilik sndr..umah sndr..no one cares!hehe..do want u want..hehe..
ps: ckp mmg senang..tp nk laksana mmg ssh..huhu..sy doakn kamu cpt2 kawin..ngeeee..sy pon nk kawin!!!..haih..adik kamu kawin dulu plak..heh...
amira! :( sedih la saye... but i guess that's what u get for staying with ur parents too long aye? :P
haiyaaa mesti la mau kawen..tapi masing2 baru nak stable kan diri, ape tah lagi nak ade savings for the ceremony...insyaallah tgh kayuh perlahan2 ni... tgk lah kalau rezeki datang tahun depan ek? heheheh
awak dah nak kawen laaaaa! best best! keep me posted!
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