:: r|nDu... ::

a month before i came back to Malaysia (and this time FOR GOOD ya...), i kept telling my family and friends of how i long for the smell of polluted Malaysian air and everything else...

And of course, all of them said the same thing... "Once ur back home, u'll be saying that u miss Melbourne and wanting to go back there... :)"

Well, part of it is true...I DO miss Melbourne....
but not the whole experience...
I miss my Aussie friends...how they've been sooooo friendly, helpful and un-racist....
People kept telling me that Aussies dislike Asians...no way man....no freakin way....
My friends treat me just the same...the sweetest thing that they've ever said was "Ur no more an Asian...ur one of us..ur an Aussie, and it'll stay that way even after u've gone back to Malaysia"...
God knows how flattered I was....thanks so much u guys....

Apart from that, the other thing that I miss about Melbourne was...
being the chef of the house...heheheh....i've never enjoyed cooking so much....
i've learnt sooooo much....even made my own fusion food...hahaha and it never tasted better!
hehehheh I kept telling aunty elly "Maybe i should take up a part-time course la...rase cam nak jadi chef plak...hehehe" and yes, i told Bob "The best hantaran (if we were to get married la kan) is a whole collection of Jamie Oliver's! hehehhe"...
Nasib baik la he said no prob...since he adores my cooking so much..hahahha selamat aku... :P

Oh well...Nicole, Jess and Sal are coming down in January..can't wait!!!
Harap time tu takde la busy sangat kerja..else Bob la mangsa bawak diorg berjalan.. ngahahha

Ok, back to studying! hehehheeh

:: TAG! I'm It! ::

I'm only doing this sebab nampak mcm FUN hahahha..no more tagging please!
U have to list smue bende that's of the first letter of your first name, in which case mine is L from Liyana la kan... nyehehe..Note : boy/girl name xleh same ngan ur given name. Cheers!

1. Famous Singer: Lionel Ritchie
2. Four Letter Word: LAME
3. Street: Lygon (kat Melbourne please! haha)
4. Colour: Lilac
5. Gifts/Present: Laptop!
6. Vehicle: Lexus babbyyy!! (Eventhough sbnarnye Lexus under Toyota kan, but wth!)
7. Things in Souvenir Shop: Lanyards
8. Boy Name: Liam
9. Girl Name: Laila
10. Movie title: Little Mermaid (gile dulu tgk ulang2 kali mase kecik sampai tape rosak! haha)
11. Drink: Limau ais???
12. Occupation: Lawyer (or more like Liar when it comes to me! nyehehehhe)
13. Celebrity: Lily Allen
14. Magazine: Lelaki Macho? hahahha (i am NOT a fan of mags)
15. U.S. City: Lubang Jubur (sbb diorg smue mcm tu kan? tak ke? hahahahhhaha)
16. Pro Sports: Layang2-ing (wei, pro tau kat msia ni, igt senang ke? :P)
17. Fruit: Lemony lemony me likeeyy
18. Reason for Being Late to work: lupa nak set alarm (u'll c urself getting fired after that)
19. Something you throw away: Lipas! (dari dalam kete of course! hahaha)
20. Something you shout: Lembab mcm babi! Sape ajar kau bawak kete?!


Skang saye tag SEMUORG dalam list saye, kecuali miss paperheart and khairiyah nyahahah

:: Me, sPeAk|nG ::

if only words could unwind these twisted faiths in me...
things could've been much easier as days go by...

if only i had the liberty to speak and express myself without hurting or aggravating souls around me...
it would've been so much more de-stressing and uplifting...

if only i had all the richness in the world; monetary, well-being, mentality, knowledge and health...
i would be the one they call Mother Theresa of all mankind...

if only no one perceived me as a scorn...
i wouldn't have been compelling for happiness....

happiness........
an aspect i've been longing for since forever...

:: |d|oCrAcY. hAvE wE aPeD oUrSeLvEs? ::

Negarakuku composer Namewee whose YouTube antics caused an uproar, came under fire from Puteri Umno chief Datuk Noraini Ahmad.
In her policy speech at the Puteri Umno assembly yesterday (Nov 6), Noraini said the wing would not accept his apology as he had gone overboard.
She also said the wing was shocked by a youth who burned the national flag in Kuala Tterengganu on Sept 8.
"We see this provocative act as the action of a traitor of the nation".
On the brain drain experienced by Malaysia, Noraini said if students fail to come back and serve the country once they completed their studies, they should be penalised with higher interest on her loans.
"To avoid brain drain, local universities must be strengthened to be on par with international standards."
On the increase of paedophilia cases, Noraini said parents should be responsible for taking care of their children.
She said other than meting out heavy punishment on criminals, parents should also be punished under the Child Act 2001, if they were found to be responsible for the harm that befell their children.
Noraini also commented on the abuse of information and communication technology by bloggers who insulted the King and Islam.
She said the Sedition Act, Internal Security Act, Officials Secrets Act and Printing Presses and Publications Act must be enforced to the fullest as irresponsible acts by bloggers caused tension among people of different races and religions.
She said as the majority race, the bumiputra's effort to defend their fate is a national mission and should not be seen as racist or an effort to benefit just one race.

--> article taken from Nuraina's blog

Yes indeed I wasn't around when all these political stuff happened..
and like Nuraina, I couldn't BELIEVE the amount of shit that's going around Malaysia.
Not to say that our politicians are total CRAP...but hey, admit it, they're getting bad to worse!!! The Puteri Umno chief is absolutely out-of-date and possesses the mindset of an 80 year old who has never been to higher ed. I'm sorry, not like i'm THAAATT smart, but HELLO, i'm a 23 year old student, that has been overseas and looked at how the world (other than Malaysia itself as one) perceive Malaysia...How they've always pinpointed the stupidity and lack of judgements in our so called democratic, advanced country...Woman, you've just placed Malaysia higher in idiocracy ranking!

Punishing parents for negligence...hmmm...first of all..
kita ni semua manusia, tak sempurna...
U nak ke, ur freaking mom/dad ikat u mcm anjing? or letak cctv on ur forehead, backside etc?
Where the hell are the human rights? ape, smuorg not entitled to privacy anymore ke? is that what ur suggesting my dear "wise" one?

Threatening bloggers with Sedition Act la ISA la ape la...
HELLO...kate ade freedom of speech? celah mane?
Everyone has the right to pour their thoughts, feelings, whatsoever...we are CIVILIANS...
Haven't heard of it? gi carik dictionary.
It's not as if we're broadcasting war plans/tactics/strategies to the world, or if i may say "allies".
Professional criminals don't do that wei..they're not as stupid...everyone knows, no matter how "secure" they say the Internet is nowadays, there's always a crooked hole somewhere. Why? Because Internet was created by humans u moron...it's NOT PERFECT. Hackers came from the same people that provided u with ur so called high-end security policies. Where have all the Mahathir-like people gone? Not to say i'm being bias or choosy or whatever, but admit it, Mahathir is a man of his words, knows what to say, brought this small country of ours to stand in the eyes of the world and so much more. His wisdom and charisma, who could ever replace? Noraini? not even close to the letter W or C...more like to the letter B of taik kerbau...

Dear politicians, as a CIVILIAN, i beg u, all of u, to be more CIVILIZED, WISE and UNBIAS.
Please stop being so freaking narrow-minded before Malaysia drowns and disappear from the world, economy and politics atlases.

:: HoMe sWeEt HoMe ::

feels so good to smell the familiar air...
feels so good to be near my friends and family...
most of all, feels great to be near my sayang again...
i've made a promise not to leave u again sayang, and i won't...

friends, let go do some PARTAAAAYYY!!!!!!

Melbourne was great...the experience, the friends, the culture, the food...
priceless...
Was crying endlessly in the plane, on the way home to KL...
felt just like the first time i left for Melbourne...
Shed some tears with darling Nicole and Sally...
God, how i've grown attached to them...
oh well...i guess i'll be seeing u guys next year!

Thanks everyone..
for the love and support when I was away...
and all the welcoming text messages as soon as i turned on my phone on my favourite service provider...heheh

Next stop...WORK! neeehhh...holiday with my sayang and friends first! yahhoo!!!