I've always heard of his personal problems..they were just neverending..not that i'm annoyed, but it really hits me hard to see his sorrow and the effort of not revealing it...i know how hard it is,really i do..coz i've been dealing with it for the first 17 years of my life...moreover that it concerns family...
I was on my way back to my lovely apartment in Lilydale with Sai, Sandy and Malin, when suddenly an sms from home came in..it was from aref, and again, a sobbing story... First it was arwah hani...and just a week ago, dear nicholas...i just couldn't believe what i read...it was a suicide case...rumours had that he jumped off a building...and another said he slitted himself in the toilet, and bled to death... friends also said that he converted to islam just a few days before the incident...
why nicholas...whhhhhyyyyy????.....there are soo many ways to deal with problems..ya allah...i went blanked and stumped...i still can't believe it happened..
i just can't....
may ur soul rest in peace...
Ian Nicholas...1985-2007
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