I just HATE it!!

i hate it when people kept giving me nonsense!
i hate to be in this s***!
i hate being an a**!
i hate being left behind!
i hate you!
i hate myself for the chances i gave u!
i hate myself for blindly believing in u!
i hate ur behaviour!
i hate u 4 using me like f***!
i don't ever wanna c ur goddamn face anywhere in the near future, or better off ever!
i don't wanna hear ur voice!
i don't wanna share any laughter and tears anymore with u!
ur killing me and i'm now turning into a horrible person!
i'm lack of patience and i hate that!
i hate to live in the same country as u!
now i'm hating myself for giving face at u!
i hate it i hate it i hate it!
f***ing grow up and get outta my life!!!

fUr|oS like nobody's business!

Nowadays, EVERY freakin human being is turning into an ARSE...
Sumpah, i don't know why..
Smue ckp tak serupe bikin...
Kaki tipu...
Kaki pusing cerita...
Freakin living in denial...
Gelojoh, dah dapat satu nak lebih...
Take others for granted BIG TIME...
Taking credits for someone else's work...
Cerita berapi padahal keje tak seberape...
Just because some ppl dah start keje, ade hati nak compare with others yg still on their degree level, when in fact yg keje awal tu higher education pon separuh jalan...Oh PLEASE!...
Ade yg muke cam half-constructed building ade hati nak kutuk others...
HOI REALITY CHECK...EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN FLAWS ASSHOLE!haa kan dah terkeluar...
Ade yang kene sepak ngan i kang...ya allah nasib baik tuhan bagi i ruang utk sabar lagi...Argh....

My 1st n Last Promenade..

It has been 4 years since I first became an MMU student...
Graduation is anticipated to be in June, 2006...
And I'm glad that I went through so so many phases during my years spent...
Thanx u guys 4 making my life in MMU so worthwhile...
U guys will always be in my heart...

sumthin 2 think about...

How many times
Are you gonna apologise about the same thing
And how many times can I take you back
When I'm not the one that's doin' wrong
I thought maybe if I started prayin'
That we would get better, but
When I would pray the answer would always come
Back to me bein' done
But we are so hard headed when we're in love
So I

I told myself that I would make some changes
But the more I change there's one thing that remains the same
I can't seem to shake ya
You seem to really have a hold on me
And everytime that we break up
We turn around and make up
This can't go on now
I gotta move on now
It's not the fact that I don't love you no more
But I gotta break this bad habit
Can't take his bad habit no more

I'm totally out of my element
Learnin' new ways to live, while you're in a comfort zone
Not even thinkin, (you couldn't think about me) to call
And then when I get mad you buy me gifts
Thinkin' it's gonna solve every issue
From the girl callin my phone, to the pictures that I saw
And every time you would break up with me for nothing at all
I've taken all I could take
But the way I live has gotta change

Let me break it down
Have you ever loved somebody
So much that you was just too blind to see
Past, all of the pain they were causin' you
Ladies do you feel me
Have you ever loved somebody
So much that you went against the
Right things that you should do
Then it's time to make a change

:: Bad Habit by Destiny's Child ::

Mr. KAZ...

thank u...
thank u...
thank u...

u made my day...
n i love u 4 that...