AffL|cTeD w|tH sOrRoWs...

there are a few agendas of which are definitely better off not to be told...

almost lost a goodfren because of a girl...let me just say that the person concerned managed to make me just throw my keys onto the body, yell and babble all the way up my stairs til i reach my bedroom n cried a few tears...i was so mad, seriously ok...ur just plain lucky u knew how to push the right button...i hate u! don't u do that to me again KAMBENG! yiihh....

lost a fren who was committed in a tragic accident, here in KJ...eventhough we've only talked for a few hours n shared few laughters, fate made me cry...i was sitting lazily at my dad's "royal" sofa, religiously changing channels on Astro, complaining on the sucky shows, when suddenly an SMS from Aussie came blinking...It was from Aref...

"En, Hani, Musta'in's brother just passed away...Please call Sue..."....

I started trembling...scrolled thru my mobile phone searching for Sue's number...Grabbed my cordless phone n started dialing Sue...She picked up, but with a very calm voice..As soon as she knew it was me calling, Sue started crying so badly, til she couldn't even speak out her words right...Ya allah...only God knows how shocking the news was...I couldn't help but stare at a blank spot while reminiscing about Hani and how funny he was, what a nice guy he was..and how young he was...Dad suddenly asked me of the blank n emotionless expression on my face... Tears started pouring as soon as I told Dad about what had happened...Dad held my hand, told me to be strong and to always remember Hani in my prayers...

"Een...every living soul has its journey...and God has ended his journey at that given moment.. Don't u cry tears of blood about it as nothing will bring himback..Sedekah Al-Fatihah banyak2 to Hani, just like what u did for Arwah Basirah..."

Ya allah..tuhan je tau how sad i was...one by one, the people i knew had left for good...And i regreted that i didn't say things that should've been said...

In Loving Memories...

Hani Adnan
Mohd. Ashraf
Basirah Baharuddin