¿Donde es mi amor?

Blame it on my Spanish class...
Life gets lonely sometimes...But i thank God for crossing my path with friends, foes and acquaintances...Each of them plays significant roles in mylife, how it goes around and how it affects my adolescence...

To think about it, sometimes it makes me cry..sometimes tears of happiness and sometimes of sorrow...Then again, it makes me smile..As oppose to making me cry, as i grow up, someone has made me realize of the bright side of every negative points been dotted along my storyline... Couldn't be more thankful of all the things happening around me and the memoirs i planted in my sCRAPbook...

There are still a lot of questions in my life...

¿Con quien tuviera yo que encontrarme?....
¿Donde es mi amor?...

Pienso soy enojada...That's why i always end up doing things i never wanted to...Been outta my head a couple of times...

In my life..even with all these beautiful and sorry-ass people going in and out, there has always been that SOMEONE who i often conform with...not to say that i'm plain naive.. just that a lot of logical and sane decisions i made were mostly influenced by his way of perceiving things and how he adapts to it... and how he fusions it with all the insanity, chaos and madness the world has to offer...not that i'm idiotic enough not to be able to do that...just that i have a slight problem on controlling my emotions towards decision-making ONLY when it comes to matters regarding me...Hell yeah, if u ask people of the advices and truth beyond every word i said has always been VERY WISE...

Sometimes i thought after all the things that has happened, it would make me a more resilient lady...arghh...at times it does...but MOST of the time...man i just breakdown and cry...

I have practically everything within my reach...and alhamdulillah i've never been ostentatious...
But then again..there's this tiny dot missing...A significant dot which halts my phrases in order for me to catch a deep breath again...

¿DONDE ES MI AMOR?....

...sob....sob....