Ell to the Zee

Hey it's me.

It's the Movement Control Order episode.

So it's day bzzzzzt since March 18th, 2020 that we're in this MCO, in the effort of minimizing sporadic cases of the Coronavirus Disease 2019 aka Covid-19.

I have learnt that I am not a person that could survive staying at home. I found myself always calm and contained whenever I am called for duty, at times contented. The long hours and endless days at home has brought nothing but hostility to my domestic matters, and I was surprised that many has succumbed to it too. For years I have wished that I could spend more time at home with the boys, maximizing my sanity, but hey, i was completely wrong. 

I think i miss my bestie Jambu. Where is he anyway. Who would've thought that we are actually realizing this work from home norm in just weeks, and acing it. Really, i was skeptical to the idea, knowing how immature our discipline level is as a nation and that such leniency would lead to none other than irresponsible employees. My team has been nothing but awesome to date. No one goes behind my back, no one says NO to me. Everybody has been playing their part so maturedly and now i believe with every reason, should i ever doubt them.

I have begun to trust again. The people around me has been magnificent. Truest of true. I have made more besties. I have made more friends. I have learnt to love more people. 

Til then. LZ inking out 

:: Between Philophobia and Egoism ::

What we know, and we experienced are entirely beyond subjective when it comes to "feelings".

A being may literally be scared to love. And a being may just be an egoistic bas**** when it comes to acknowledging what ever it is that's burried inside. For reasons each has, entailing to their own motives, one shouldn't be justified by what the words and/or actions given.

Even one can be really disturbed by its own game of heart. Now can you say that you love someone because you love, someone?

The universe isn't complex. Nor is it complicated. It is, what it is. And you are, what you are. For what we believe is complex within us is just our ways of expressing. But the root to where such complexity comes from is firm. It is explainable, and it is, singular.

Could we actually stop asking why. Or when. Or how. Or what. Or where. Could i actually be, certain. Discerning. Adamant. And focused. For what has been, and what is, have not been. For what it felt like an oblivion, still is, oblivious.

For what it's worth. What is, worth what.
I need a freakin cuppa.

::To Dwell On Give-and-Takes::

Sometimes you just don't recognize who you are anymore.
You dont know who your friends really are.
You dont know who your family(s) are.
You dont know why you chose that profession as a living.

But one thing you know for sure is that you are breathing, and living. By what motivation, or whose order, you are left clueless. It isnt that I question what god has showered me with. It isnt that I am not thankful for what everyone has done for me. And it is surely isnt because I am living in my own world.

Questions flood my caved head for reasons I cannot explain. People have been saying that I question because I lack in iman. That is of no doubt, but really is that all there is to it? Can we ever stop blaming and punishing ourselves for the unfavourable things that happen to us, around us?

There was a time in life that we were all happy. INFINITELY HAPPY. now what was it that contributed to that, i question. Even if we were young, carefree, there were still problems lurking somewhere. BUT WE WERE HAPPY. A person's state of contentment varies amongst others of course, but what is it about being happy that made us want to continue living as if it never fades?

Could it be that the suicidal cases are profoundly linked to unhappiness? In which state one does not, or rather could not, deal with the period of happiness that weren't meant to stay forever?

People say that until one has truly found themselves that they are able to find contentment. Enlighten me.
How is it anywhere possible that when you've made that self-discovery and came to terms with it, you will eventually end up "believing" in that state of contentment? Then how does one retain such zone given the fact that variables change ever so quickly.

How will anyone understand anyone when we are all plain human beings seeking for some sort of "contentment" in our own terms? How will I, understand what makes my family happy, my friends happy, my colleague happy, whilst having a mutual level of happiness, all at the same time?.

How do I cope?....

It's Personal. Entirely that.

Well I have been blogging at tomboyjambu.blogspot.com for a while since it's my humble collaboration with my infamous bestie..until it came to a halt. I guess we were just too busy.

I guess i'll continue my rants, thoughts or whatever it is you call it here. My, personal space. Hey and look, i've changed the layout! Used to be quite good at editting the html myself but lost the skills over the years. Mind you, has been more than 5 years since i've practiced.

So Ramadhan is coming to an end. 3 days countdown to Syawal and here I am still not "feeling" it just yet. Probably because I no longer have grandparents...things haven't been the same eversince grandpa passed on 2 years ago, followed by grandma last year...They both passed away in January, just a year apart...

We used to have celebrations in Rawang, and Nibong Tebal.. Now it's solely Klang Valley. Which bores me of course and so I chose not to take any annual leave this year.

I gotta get my groove in writing back. This post is probably by far the lamest. As I speak as myself, not as a narrator.

Oh well. til then.

:: In the pursue of the Middle East ::

Alhamdulillah syukur, a supplier turned friend of 4 years have decided to give it a shot. To give ME, a shot, at impressing him with the business. Of course having someone with a Master's background in marketing, Ahmad is no fool and would never take nonsense at any day. 

A lil introduction on Ahmad. He is from Yemen and has been in Malaysia, living and making a living for 13 years to date. It is significant here that i mention, that he is one of the co-founder/partner of the famous Nasi Arab joint named Saba' Restaurant, whose huge chain is located in Cyberjaya. But just few years back he decided to start his own chain, named Ahmad Albab located in Seri Kembangan, near to Jusco and the pasar borong. Not only that, he was our humble caterer during our solemnization in Kota Damansara in 2011! I must say that of all the Nasi Arab i've tasted, hus is by far THE BEST!

So moving on, Ahmad saw the opportunity in Saudi. But he's giving it a trial run first; he will be consuming the Double Stemcell for two consecutive weeks to test whether or not it improves his health. The fact that he knows well about tge mentality and the market of Saudi, Ahmad has decided that IF everything goes well, he will opt for stockist mode, hence becoming Phyto's first Saudi distributor! He believes that good health and beauty product will go a looooonngg way in Saudi. And so, he has his own marketing plan within our marketing plan. GENIUS! Now it has been a week. Let's hope for some major good news the week after next, bismillah!

Thank you Ahmad for your time, and trust, and friendship. May this be a start of more business partnership to come!

Irregular Income. So let's go!

So what is it that makes an income "irregular"?. How i see it is that it literally means an earning that's not periodic, nor constant, nor fixed, nor scheduled.

So how does this business help? Let's see the images below:

So that's what happens here. Bonuses are paid realtime, as soon as you as an introducer registers your new partner in! So no, it isn't your usual 9-5 job rate, it is per effort, per day, per time rate. Sounds difficult? What if i say that this entry of mine already captured the attention of at least 10 of you? Now to me that's enough to create a word-of-mouth and awareness about this super awesome business. You literally earn a 4-figure income with just ONE new partner, and watch this:

5-FIGURE INCOME WITH JUST FOUR NEW PARTNERS! Too good to be true? Let us enlighten you first, and you be the boss. No loss to anyone here, because remember,

KNOWLEDGE is POWER.

NETWORK is POWER.

Have a greaaaat day everyone! Remember, anyone is welcome in this business as it is globally possible!

:: Let's Go October! ::

So my first prospect partner cum colleague gave it a new breather this month. LC and I finally met up after donkey years, last was probably 3 years ago. The fact that she was my FIRST friend in the current ejob I'm in flatters me because the majority of those within our circle are just like us; skeptical of all these MLM or MVM or whatever you call it.

But really, what made me smile and knew that we were at the same path was when she said something like this:

"In the world nowadays, though both husband and wife are working in our sector, the cost of living is still crazy high. Seriously, if we were to depend on our basic 9 to 5 job's salary, we probably will never have savings. Just money to keep us going day by day, that's it."

AndI felt warm. Not many of us felt the same way about not having enough to survive, but most importantly not having ANY for emergencies nor leisure, what more luxury.

So why not. WHY. NOT. So LC is in the midst of persuading her husband to be in this team too, and hoping that she too could make this a good source of side-income. But of course, just like with anyone who came to listen to my business proposal, I advised everyone to really sit back, relax, and think with a clear mind, because this is NOT one of those "get rich quick" scheme. It is, literally an investment that requires time, skill, effort and lil hardwork, in order for you to get lucky.

Nothing is impossible. It's all in you; whether or not you're willing to pump in some effort for the sake of a better living.

SO WHY NOT. Give me (Liyana a.k.a. E'en) a buzz at +60193383773 and give me the benefit of the doubt. There's no harm in giving me room to share. Be all sceptical as you please, I too am one. Remember, there's no boundaries in a good business, therefore there isn't with Phytoscience either.

Pick your package:

1) Silver    : RM270
2) Gold     : RM1,620
3) Mobile  : RM5,400

And like every business, the more you invest, the more returns awaits!

Happy Eidul Adha to my fellow Muslims. And have a good 3-days long weekend Malaysians!